What is Co-Dependency
Co-dependency
is a term that became popular in the seventies. Therapists working with addicted people realized that there was a dynamic going on between the partners and
family members of the addict. Often the
spouse of the addicted person was enabling the addict to continue their
destructive behaviour. It was observed
that the addict became dependent on the partners rescuing and the rescuer was
getting a sense of importance and self-worth from caring by the addicted
person. This behaviour was more than
just showing normal care and concern for the other person and it led to the
unhealthy dynamic that was termed co-dependency essentially both the addicted
person and the rescuer became
dependent on the addiction in order for their relationship to continue.
- I
have difficulty identifying what I am feeling
- I
minimize, alter or deny how I truly feel
- I
perceive myself as completely unselfish and dedicated to the well being of
others
- I
have difficulty making decisions
- I
judge everything I think, say or do harshly, as never good enough
- I
am embarrassed to receive recognition and praise or gifts
- I
do not ask others to meet my needs or desires
- I
value others' approval of my thinking, feelings and behaviour over my own
- I
do not perceive myself as a lovable or worthwhile person
- I
compromise my own values and integrity to avoid rejection or others' anger
- I
am very sensitive to how others are feeling and feel the same
- I
am extremely loyal, remaining in harmful situations too long
- I
value others' opinions and feelings more than my own and am afraid to express
differing opinions and feelings of my own
- I
put aside my own interests and hobbies in order to do what others want
- I
accept sex when I want love
- I
believe most people are incapable of taking care of themselves
- I
attempt to convince others of what they should think and how they truly
feel
- I
become resentful when others will not let me help them
- I
freely offer others advice and directions without being asked
- I
lavish gifts and favors on those I care about
- I
use sex to gain approval and acceptance
- I
have to be needed in order to have a relationship with others
- My good feelings
about who I am stem from being liked by you
- My good feelings
about who I am stem from receiving approval from you
- Your struggle
affects my serenity. My mental
attention focuses on solving your problems/relieving your pain
- My mental attention
is focused on you
- My mental attention
is focused on protecting you
- My mental attention
if focused on manipulating you to do it my way
- My self esteem is
bolstered by solving your problems
- My self esteem is
bolstered by relieving your pain
- My own
hobbies/interests are put to one side. My time is spend sharing your hobbies/interests
- Your clothing and
personal appearance are dictated by my desires and I feel you are a
reflection of me
- Your behaviour is
dictated by my desires and I feel you are a reflection of me
- I am not aware of
how I feel. I am aware of how you
feel.
- I am not aware of
what I want -- I ask what you want. I am not aware -- I assume
- The dreams I have
for my future are linked to you
- My fear of
rejection determines what I say or do
- My fear of your
anger determines what I say or do
- I use giving as a
way of feeling safe in our relationship
- My social circle
diminishes as I involve myself with you
- I put my values
aside in order to connect with you
- I value your
opinion and way of doing things more than my own
- The quality of my
life is in relation to the quality of yours